morale pulled down back to level one
one thing has been proven though.
i have an ego.
i dont like it when ppl say i wont make it. i cant make it. or they have this LOW expectation of me.
im not trying to say tt im SOO good to deserve high expectations.
but, just ...shut it!
u dont have to rub it in! i know im not smart. im not intelligent. im illogical. im dumb.
u dont have to remind me. worse still, make a mockery out of it!
(anw, thanks friends for being there for me)
well, im in THAT situation once again. the situation i was in a few mths back.
i dont know what to think or do now. *chokes*
i did some research. found the ideal course to take (if i dont make it).
hah. pessimistic me. tell me abt it!
but, i will sure try my level best... be able to promote.
and the rest will be decided later on.
to stay or not.
i bet yr2 will be hell. (i predict)
ahs. im feeling lousy now.
thank god bestie called at the right time. (: thank u!! *kisses*
btw, dont worry ppl. i'll be just fine.
"the decision u make will decide the path u take"
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