the public affair
3 papers down. 3 more to go.
i haven't been productive. ):
my motivation mode has been turned off.
i'm in the giving up stage really.
i mean.... as though i'm prepared to go somewhere else. (if u noe what i mean..)
it's probably really really really too late for any motivation stuffs now.
it is already PROMOS!
i still have 2 H2, 1 H1 papers left.
probably can chiong?? *shrugs*
they are the deciding factor to my promotion.
i'm leaving it all to fate right now.
whatever lah.
currently.. life sucks cause shit's happening.
on a lighter note.
i had long busrides today. i like it.
i did some reflections.
i did screw up alot eversince i got my Os results. the decisions i made.
all the naggings i got from my family AND friends (yes..)
the setbacks i have tt i find it hard to let go.
and then, a song was played on my mp3. i remembered somebody.
he sent me this song. well, it's been a long time since ive talked to him. i guess.. busy with his life and i'm busy with mine.
i don't know why he sent me this song but probably as a reminder...
eventhough he's not there to motivate me during my darkest days (like now), he IS there (not literally la).
(hey, i miss the old days)
boils down to my bestie. she's here in S'pore and yet i cant find the time to meet her and spend time with her. it's just soo sad. ): (i hope i can make it up to her)
im missing alot of ppl now.
esp. hazel and him. (i miss them alot especially. today.)
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