love u nenek
i was in dakwah u see.. i came and evrybody ignored me.. until i said HELLO!
then they were like, alamak! AYU ar! and... ladidadidadida.. *rolls eyes*
poor granny.. i was sitting there alone with nenek at one instance coz my mum went out for awhile.
i was scared la.. then my granny was.. in pain.. kept on squeezing my hand.. )))):
it was abt 1 am plus.. kissed my granny then we went homela..
i remembered slping at 2plus... then at 4.. my mum woke me up crying.. apparently, her condition was worsening..
i was like.. shocked la.. then the whole family rushed.. took a quick washup..
reached hospital.. evrybody was there.. ))): i was shaking la.. squeezed kak dimple's hand.
my hart stopped awhile when the hearbeat reader dropped frm 156 to 47 then 90 then 156 again and it happened alot of times. anw, the initial heartbeat is seriously too fast.
tt was whyy the nurse told my aunt to call evrybody up.
sighs... so all of us waited in the hospital..
i tot she'll pull thru.. so, i kissed her and left at ard 11 to go school
met ching.... then 1 plus... my mum smsed me and told me.......
ahyohh... i told ching and i.........
thanks for being there chingg...
rushed to my granny's place.. only my cousins were there to clean up her house for her funeral...
i was in uniform u see.. and there was only my cousin's long tights at my granny's place. so, i wore tt... i look like im gg dancing.. burrrrrr..
i was okaee.. then.. prob. coz i havent seen her.. yet.
got home... thanks makchick zaza for cheering me up.. (:
today was her funeral... i was there when they bathed her..
))):
so, i saw her alr.. and cried alot alr.. so, i tot i didnt wanto tabur pacai.. coz i'll cry more no?
later on, my sis came out finding me to tabur pacai.. ahyohh..
sorry lei nenek.. i cried sum more.. )):
stupid of me to cry... shuldnt cry mahh.... tsk!
anw, im okaee noww... (:
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