the way i am
ive congratulationly CUT my hair. ((: i KNOW i KNOW
watever happened to the "i-want-to-curl-my-hair" wish of mine.
ahyah, hair will GROW right?! just tt, im SICK of long hair right noww.
i LOVE my current shorty hair. hehe! just tt the irritating curly roots are starting to pop up. i just feel like pulling off every strand of them. rawr!
oh well. hari raya mood is still in the air BUT i dun feel any thank u.
ok wait, maybe yes coz i have to be in the kitchen all day doin dishes, serving the guests.
grrr, id rather go out of the house and jln rayer rather than stay at home and have guests at my place. it's freaking draining.
besides, the reason for me staying at home is to mug. well, tt's the REAL intention. even if im at the library, my mum will call me up and ask me to go home if guests are cmg coz she's alone.
sighs. go get a maid mummy! :/
my revision cannot make it lahh.. seriously. and As is in 14 dayys? will i make it? i duno eh.
my heart says NO..... and i mean it. it's a rather solid NO.
i seriously feel like quitting. hah. mymy. everytime i cant do a qn, i'll just get myself distracted by walking ard or eat or watever. or else i'll just breakdown there and then.
my frens are sweet enough to tell me to think but.... oh my, im totally blanked out!
sighs. whyy isit so hard for me and it seems easy for the rest of my friends.
they're doin soo soo well. they may say they din do much on the day before the mock paper day but u see.. they noe more than me. they're alr.. at THAT level.
i cant compare myself with them. the energy used for their 'study-abit-only' is probably the energy i use to study alot. coz reallie.. im dumb.
i cant possibly get Cs Ds for ALevels.
im feeling gravity.
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