and whyy?
sighs.
the day started and ended with pain. as in, i was hurt.
it all started with the cramps..
then.. a phonecall frm a friend (name nt to be disclosed) who talked to me as though i was a pain in the ass.. as though tt person doesnt reallie wana talk to me.
well, if u find it a pain to call me.. nxt time DONT call. just IGNORE me, ok? im used to tt anw.
sighs, im sure the person knew tt i was.. disappointed from the tone tt i answered in.
but, probably not coz tt person went "OK BYE" and slam the phone.
sighs.
oh well... since my dad is fetching me and my mum.. i asked him to drop by pj awhile for me to clear my locker. on the way home, darling hazel called.
she reached s'pore LONG ago.. soo she claimed! i gt cheated! HAHA! glad u're back girl! ((:
oh well... got home ard 2? i lost my momentum to "enjoy". so, i slept.
yada yada... went to eat with my mum. saw arul! hahas! walked ard awhile, and my mum was like.. u dun like this dress? u dun like tt dress? hehs. oh well. i love it when mummy laugh at my goofy jokes.
then, off i went to marina to meet THE BABES! kamilah, shafi, ame, sit, sha! ((:
i had fun! lol! it's kamilah's bdayy todayyy! well, literally la. coz, it's 28nov now. yea yea!
took LOTS of pictures and we ate choco fondue at esplanade! hoho! happy happy!
i gt home like 11plus... sat ard at the living rm.
my mum and sis talking abt the psle students choosing schools.
then, talked abt my sis's my bro's and my psle results. mine's the lowest la.
my sis gt 239, my bro got 242, i gt 235. but my mum remembered my results as lower than 235 and remembered my bro's as more than 242.
i know tt my bro is her fav child. i can tell this kinda things. ok, abit personal.. so i wun disclose it here. LOL! and no im nt jealous.
but the fact tt everybody (and i mean everybody) have low expectations of me just make me feel soo soo...... sighs. following to tt, i myself hav low expectations of myself. :/
oh yes.. they ALWAYYS compare.. ALWAYS.
yes.. im so sad now.
sighs.
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