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i woke up this morning and i missed school soo soo much! *pouts*
went online at ard 10am and not a single soul was online on my PEEJAY contacts.
i was soo soo sad until POP mr sian's online. hah! aftr which... no one else went online. :/
then i started sms-ing frog, ms tan and farah. and then i called up xpressflower ((: and then i surf the net to find jobs. god!
but, in the aftrnoon, went out with mummy to *insert place here*. (izah! sssh!)
then, called izah while i was shopping. lol!
and and.. thruout the whole shopping experience.. i kept on smelling my kitty's odour. )): and mummy said im crazy. how nice!
goooooodnessssssss!
anyhoos, just chatted with this gentleman whom ive nvr talked to like face-to-face.
merely contacted thru the cyber world. well, he retained. and we started talking abt Os and then expectations and then failures.
i wouldnt understand how it feels like to be a retainee coz ive nvr retained (altho i wished i had.. at some points of my jc life). so, i cant reallie say "oh i noe how tt feels".
but, i have friends who retained and all i sensed was the feeling of dejection and lowness (but tt was only at the beginning la)
after tt, they're a bunch of happy goobers! we're still frens like normal! no barrier in communication and they are actuallie doing reallie well and now.. they've moved on to yr2.
reallie happy for them! i bet they'll do much better than me with their better foundation in yr1.
ok back to the story.
well, the difference is.. this gentleman is a scholar sort of material. hmmm, pretty shocking.
i bet the feeling's all mashed up and sucky as though the world is crumbling down onto you.
but, things just happen when one's under pressure i guess. probably, he didnt handle it well la. )):
oh wellys, i suck at comforting ppl and all i can do is lending them a listening ear and provide the necessary words of wisdom. tt's the best i can do and ya! i dun mind at all.
sighs. bored outta my wits! )):
i cant practically survive on the cable internet window-shopping and my kitty for the nxt 6mths, can i? my mental well-being will just deteriorate.. *faints*
so, my little misses! how was first dayy at school? any heartachey students or are there more angelic students under ur care! ((:
cant wait to listen to ur teaching stories!!
meanwhile, all of u. have pleasant dayys ahead!
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