every first step is alwayys hard.
i was told to report todayy.. it turns out tt they need some more time to
sheeshagenad!
tt just worsened my day coz in the first place, i had a pretty bad feeling abt the whole join.
alot of awkward moments when i was surrounded by a grp of ppl who knew each other (schmates/classmates) and they happened to be there for the same reason i was there. :/
they're nice though.. they talk alot which is a plus! i found myself listening to their convos and i giggled to myself when i found it funneh. (btw, tt made me sound mentally unstable)
anyhoos.... sadly, i didnt talk much. (like duh right, i only met them for barely 3hrss when they knew each other for like 2yrsplus or wat. well, just a guess heh.)
i bet they think im a snob or sumtin coz im nt! LOL! i tink i needa warm up a wee bit.
AH! this sucks. not only do i get lesser pay.. i have to rekindle tt lets-make-frens spirit of mine and make a new social link.
i seemed to have forgotten the latter coz i wasnt mentally prepared for it. bravuh!
help me with this oh dear god.
and oh fuck, results nxt week.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
(pardon me for the use of excessive language. im not in the best of moods right noww.)
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