i forgot how therapeutic blogging is. haha!
ever felt like doing alooooot of things at the spur of the moment? i do. some things i wana do are like making a doodled organiser for my close friends, creating a blogshop to sell my brand-new-with-tag clothes (i have tons of those; talk abt buying things on impulse.), spring clean the kitchen/living room/balcony (lol), sew cushions (hahaha! talk abt being ambitious), .........
ohh yes. it's a never ending list. Haha!
sigh. let's talk business. i tried the pre-prelim mock and i found myself doubting my solution when some of it's actually correct. and for some other qns, i was super careless. you bet lah, i got scared and for a second i freaked out. so, instead of taking 2hrs.. i took like 3hrs plus to finish the paper coz i kept on checking and re-checking. nyehh! reminds me of wat this wise guy told me today to repeat after him "I-CAN-DO-THIS-!!!" Haha! Thanks ar dude!
I'm probably being paranoid but I do have this tinge of feeling tt history might (just might) repeats itself and i'll find myself in a state tt i was few months ago. lost and feeling all whacked up and broken or i might just feel even worse since this is my re-attempt (it's like a reiteration of what a major loser i am). besides, knowing tt uni life wont be any smoother (in fact much MUCH tougher) im not-so motivated somehow. rahh! (do me a favour and knock some sense into me man. i SO need a reminder of whyy im doing this again.)
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