soul-searching
the truth is.. i don't know what to do with my life!i don't even know what i want.
well, tt's kind of the whole point of me going to jc. i was hoping tt meritocracy would at least lead me to the 'suitable' course. (and when i say course, it means course of life. hehe.)
apparently, it failed. coz it got me nowhere. haha! so does that mean that the 'suitable' course for me is 'nowhere'?!?!
HAWHAW!
and i just realise tt it's because of this 'don't-know-what-to-do' state that i decided to retake!
apparently, this one's no different either. i think it's still gg to lead me to 'nowhere'.
so, during this long break im gg to do some soul searching and find out what kinda line i want to be in like for real!
i know i came up with nursing, teaching, or therapy.
but don't you realise that i came up with those choices out of desperation?
i know it's a wee bit too late to do this think-thru-carefully-process but ive got time.
all my life ive got nothing to worry about and there's no expectations on me and such.
so, go rohai! find your dream! find your aspiration! HARHAR!
okayy enough of that. :D
i miss my friends omg!
and heyy, i want to learn to make clothings! HAHA! i love project runway dude!
they made it look so easy im motivated. LOL! but mummy and daddy thought it was a joke when i told them tt i wanto take sewing classes. *pouts*
all the best to my smarty-pants-friends (who're in uni) for their exams!! hope to catch up with u ppl really soon!
5♥
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